I've got some itch to waste time.
Oh man, I woke up this morning and it was almost like I didn't even go to sleep. And I woke up early. That's highly unusual for me.
My thoughts make me sick sometimes. Not sick as in, the thoughts are sick themselves but like - they're so cutesy and out of my control.
And I've got to stop being self conscious about the stuff I write. But I always feel like there's someone over my shoulder. Even if he's not really there.
There are things that bug me now that I used to tell myself, "I'm not going to let that get to me". What happened?
Here's the scary fucking dream I had last night:
I was at home here, in Cali. Everything was normal. Rich was at work.
I STARTED EATING MYSELF. Yes. I was taking bites out of my arms. I even remember chewing my skin and muscle. WHERE DID THIS FUCKING COME FROM?!?!
That's not even the worst part. My skin tasted pretty horrible... it wasn't as bloody as you think it'd be. My blood was all dried up from me taking so long to chew my own flesh. (yeah, wut.) I remember thinking, since I'm eating this, I'll digest it and it might grow back.
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING THOUGHT PROCESS IS THAT?! WHAT. WHAT!?!?!?
There was a part where I was looking in the mirror and my arms looked all funny because they were missing so much skin. D: I never took any bites out of my hands (too bony I GUESS) so my hands were all normal and I was bending them with ENTIRE parts of my arm gone and like, bone showing and what not.
Oh, and as I'm looking at them? I guess I imagined how they'd look once it healed... YEAH NOT GOOD.
I haven't had a dream in so long... this is what I come back to? Fuuuuck, my mind is a scary place. I woke up feeling like I had a hangover even though I haven't had a drink in quite some time. The hell is going on with me?
On Saturday, dozens of swimmers were caught up in rip tides caused by Hurricane Danielle.
The Coast Guard said it is ready to spring into action if any problems arise from Hurricane Danielle.
Hurricane Danielle may be far out to sea but its effects are being felt along the East Coast.
Hurricane Danielle is more than 300 miles from Bermuda.
Hurricane Danielle weakened to a Category 3 storm on Saturday - way to wuss out, there.
Local beaches brace for Hurricane Danielle and her fury this weekend.
FEEL THE FURY OF HURRICANE DANIELLE. SHE'S COMIN FOR YOU.