March 21st, 2011


Take a load off

I feel like I have to do something. Like I have to make a promise, or do some kind of ritual before I can start something up that isn't coming naturally for me.

How do I force myself to become addicted to something?
I was told, just start doing it every day, but I always end up falling short. I would love for it to be different just once. I would love to commit to something that would actually get me somewhere.