I haven't been doing much of anything on LJ lately. Sorry. I know a lot of you have twitters or whatever, but I'm not going to get one. I've had people talk me into shit like myspace and facebook and I'm not falling for it anymore. Oh well, I guess. I'm probably just bored right now and I'll eventually make a huge come back here. I should at least make an effort to keep up with my friends.
And if you're interested, I'm still on tumblr. I update A LOT over there. I'm serious. If you're ever curious as to what I'm up to or what I'm into... that's the place to find out. You're silly if you're just waiting around here to figure out things.
Onto some nasty business: I'm not drinking anymore. I actually already tried to quit once, and then went back to it, obviously. Here's the thing - I got blackout drunk which scared the shit out of me. Almost literally. Then, when I finally came out of my little black out, I was sick for AN ENTIRE DAY. I threw up five times in one night. My stomach hurt for two days straight. It took a whole day for my hangover to kick in. And honestly? I feel permanently wasted now a days. Like that experience wrecked my brain a little.
So, that's over. Sorry if I'm a killjoy from now on when it comes to that kind of thing. I just don't want to accidentally hurt myself somehow. I'm kind of person who if I was drunk and went outside, I'd trip over my feet and fall head first into the pavement, you know, probably dying or turning into a vegetable of some kind.
I know this might not last.. maybe in a few years, I'll be able to go back. I just don't think so right now. And I like to think of myself in the future, telling others how long I've been sober.
Sorry for all the boring drama that's really me droning on about nothing too important. Or is it?